Arrrggghhh! Seperation Frustration.

(email from Northern Minnesota)
"Arrggghhh, is all I'm thinking right now. I have a paper due tomorrow, and 3 more due Wednesday, and math sucks, and arrrgghhh...and all I can think about is him.

"Im worried, today he emailed me while I was in my class, and he said that he loves me. But he also said that there are days when he doesn't know if he loves me or not, and he actually thinks about breaking up with me... he said all that, but then he said how much he loves me and wants to have a future with me, but it still scares me that he has these thoughts.

"I mean wouldn't it scare you? It scares the hell out of me. I dont know what to think. All I can think is that I've messed every thing up forever and I hate that. Arrrgghhhh.

"I need him in my life, and I dont know what I'm going to do without him. I want to be his wife, have his children, make a home together, buy a puppy. I dont want to do that with any one else, I want it to be with him...

Now I'm just afraid that if he keeps thinking these thoughts then he won't be mine and we won't be together."